Because i honestly have the best friends anyone could ever ask for. It's not like. yey i have friends... they are a suport system. even when we become disconnected..they will still listen they still care. Everyone of them means something great to me. and we get along in a way were any two can hang out and its magic, but all together.=]. it's love. Even if a few people just really dont get along anymore, it's okay♥

Skawt: I wish you were here cause you just make me happy, my soulmate and complet confidant, you help me through think and thin and one day i promise i will repay you. Sometimes i get scared that i'll lose you and it get weird. but it because you bring joy to my life and i love when we get lost in our world of pretend <3

Meme: MY LOVE. So much i can say about/to you. Your so beautiful ouside and in. sometimes i get intimidated by that butyour just wonderful.Sometimes you think your broken but love i will always be there to help you pick up the pieces. We are two peas in a pod, and you just make me forget everything, you talk to me about everything and i can tell you anything. We do some drugs, fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs, but we have eachother thourgh it.<3

Peter: I love you with all my heart. We have such a weird relationship, and you can be a jerk to people without knowing but you still mean the world to me no matter what it seems.We get disconected and i wish we didn't, but even then i care about you more than you know. We can laugh at pretty much anything together, we can think of things no one else reallly would and we have those creepy moments where we both think the exact same thing. You keep your word and I hope that That Guy and The Other One never have to lose contact.. i would cry<3

Lee: We have been though SOOOOOO much together... and we are still tight babe. It seems that so many people have tried to pawn us agaisnt eachother, and really that just goes to show that our friendship is strong. We may not talk much anymore but when we get together . it's like nothing has changed and i love that. You remind me that no matter what life throws out we will make it through the Wozzle and Muppet. MadLove.

Sam: Oh sam <3. You are such a sweetheart, you just have a personaliyu about you were you are easy to be kind to. I love how we go on random outings to the good food company and our late night sewing times. Life gives some hard shots, and things just dont make sense a lot of the time. but sweetie i promise you ill try my best to help you out if you talk to me and tell me how you feel. You're not alone Je promais<3

Ryan...Jesus: AND JESUS IM READY TO COME HOOOOOOMMMMEEE... no one understand me when i do that like you do. we have so many things that we talk about that most people would be like.. okay so they are insane. you just make me laugh times a million. and you even cheer me up when im in a really bad mood. which i must say takes talent. All around Jesus you make me smile.<3

Miles: =]... we are werid. We never have overly a lot to say to eachother on a regular basis. Sometimes we dont even talk for a month or so.. but when one of us needs to talk. the other is always there. and i love that about us. Im sorry i sometimes call you bawling and worry you. but i'm really glad that we can be like that to one another.. because i know you'll always listen no matter, and thats so apreciated. I know you think im a goof and i know i am..=]. so we need to hang out more cause you make me chill out and not worry. =]<3=]

Cory: i care about you so much love...but not seeing you has payed its toll, we've grown so far apart i dont think we know eachother anymore. but i will always thank you for helping me through some really hard times i've gone through and for being my princess for so many years. i can only wish but for the best for you and hope that life makes you as happy as you should be. You'll always have a place in my heart and in my mind<3

Devon: we have the most ridiculous brother sister relationship. but i promise you even when it seems i hate you.. i still love you very much. You can be such a tool sometimes hun... but somehow you've gotten my unconditional love. We need to talk more because we just really havnt. But you know i still care and if you need to talk id always listen. I love that i have been apart of your family meetings a couple times .i love your family and you. it's like a second home <3

Jane: I MISS YOU. we dont see eachother anymore ever. and it makes me very sad cause we always have a lot of laughs when together. You're a sweetheart and a bitch.. but i love both sides like a fat kid loves cake<3. you're my favorite fat kid for LIFE. <3

Jesse and Jrad: I love you boys!! You are my favorit kids in the whole world and thats why you get put together. you both just make me smile and remember life is swell!. you're both completly goofy a lot of the time and it's just such a break from drama to talk to either of you. Jrad you are the best husband&hearts; and Jesse you are just the best!<3

Kurt: The Protector. You make me laugh =] because you are great. i love that you care so much and get mad when people hurt me.. you like to seem really tuff.. but your a sweetheart.. i promise i wont tell . thank you for just being a good friend and always trying to help<3

Jessica: My little me<3 I'm so glad you've found someone to make you happy. and I miss hanging out with my little me! We have so much in common and i love how silly we are together . it makes me laugh =] which is always dandy. hang outs more<3

Jake.M: as you would say.' OMG I've Know You Since You Were SOOOOO Small.' and yes you have. and how we still talk is prety awsome. We talk about everything and you're like my older brother in all the ways my real one isnt. I apreciate how you care about me and i hope we can keep contact for as long as we can <3

Jake..Elbows: You make me laugh so hard its not even funny! we dont see eachother outside of school very much and this makes me mad >=[. because you lighten my day even though you can be a big jerk sometimes. you still always have something halarious to say. <3

Izzi and Tiah: I miss you both very much. and i love you girls!. I wish we all hadnt grown apart... and but i guess these things happen.. Im glad i've had you both in my life you've help me through a lot and i hope i've done the same. I hope you both take care and are very happy with what you become. I miss you<3

Alex: TERROR!!!!!!!!!. You have to be one of my favorite people to just talk to. Because you always have something to say even when im being quiet. you make me laugh a hella lot and i can make you laugh in return so it's a good deal. We talk about nothing and everything and thats a talent i tell you! I love how we can have a really smart conversation one minute and then be total fools the next, it's great. Im sorry i still get shy around you from time to time. but it usualy does last long, because we are goofs. thanx for just being such a sweetheart and a good friend. =]<3



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we are so lucky to have one another and i am luck to have each one of you in my life. thanks for you<3



To anyone else: I have a bad memory so i may have just forgoten to put you up there. or maybe we just dont have anything to do with eachother very much right now. These are the people who just make me happy and truely thats all i want this new year. is to be happy. with myself and others around me.

&hearts;